the journey...

week 39...the end of my pregnancy...

2009-08-06T15:26:00.006+08:00

29 Julai 2009 (Rabu)

Beberapa hari ni asyik terasa nak makan Char Kuew teow, tapi kat Tanglak xde. so, bagi menggantikannya, naz ajak gi makan mee goreng basah kat Jalan Sialang. Petang tu, bersemangatlah kami nak ke kedai tu. Alih2 TUTUP! aduh...alih2 try makan kat kedai makan di Jalan Naib Long. I order kuewteow goreng basah, naz mee goreng basah. tapi, amatlah mengecewakan bila kami masukkan makanan kami ke tekak. x sedap pun...xpe lah...insya allah b4 6/8 sempat gak gi cari Char Kuew Teow.

30 Julai 2009 (Khamis)

1.00 pagi... i terjaga, as usual nak gi tandas. tapi perut agak akit. gi tandas, i terkejut. ada sket stain. pelan2 i kejutkan naz. xnak die tergamam, minta dia cool coz xnak die bangun terkejut n akit kepala. i pun ngemas beg nak balik langat...beg i n beg naz. aritu ngemas separuh. ngemas sambil2 tgk jam. akit datang setiap 20 minit. naz tanya, nak gi hsptl x? i kata, nnt dulu...minta naz bancuhkan milo. nak kumpul tenaga, manalah tau if dah nak bersalin nnt...

3.00 pagi... akit dah mula jadi setiap 15 minit. so, i bgtau naz, jom gi hsptl. otw ke hsptl Muar, i call abah. just bgtau kondisi i skrg. sampai kat hsptl, trus ke wad bersalin. masuk dalam, cek n baru buka 2 cm. so, i trus masuk wad.

so, tinggallah i sorang2 tanpa naz di sisi. dipendekkan citer, i mula rasa xselesa kul 2ptg. so, b4 naz turun coz waktu melawat dah abis, i minta naz bgtau nurse yg i dah mula rasa akit. gi ke bilik rawatan n dah buka 3cm. so, depa trus bawa turun ke bilik bersalin. i masih ingat, i masuk bilik 5. 5...my fav number. memandangkan naz dah attend ceramah rakan suami, so naz leh temankan i. honestly, i mmg nak naz ada skali. dapat pegang tangan die pun cukup.

ms ni i dah mula akit setiap 5 minit. mula2 akit biasa je...tapi merah gak lah tangan naz i pegang. bila ilang rasa akit, sambung berbual dgn naz sambil baca ayat yg dibaca masa solat hajat. petua tuk nak mudahkan bersalin. kul 5 i dah mula akit sangat. macam nak buang air besar. i bgtau nurse yg duk teman i. die pun check n trus panggil staf nurse. masa tue, dah mula episod 'havoc' kat bilik bersalin. naz ada kat sebelah kiri i. yg bestnyer, tuk xnak die termuntah @ pitam, i bgtau die, "abg,jgn tgk bawah. tgk b je"...ni sapa yg nak comfort sapa...hehehe...sorang staf nurse ckp dgn i, "ok ina. sekarang dah kul 5.11ptg. saya nak awak kuarkan bayi awak secepat mungkin. rasa x tangan saya ni? k, kuarkan tangan saya. push sekuat hati. jangan kuar suara." i pun watlah seperti yg diarahkan di sampang naz yg terus bagi sokongan moral kat i....

tanggal 5.25ptg, baby i selamat dilahirkan. nurse tunjukkan baby kat naz n minta naz kuar. lepas depa potong tali pusat baby, trus depa letak kat dada i, berdekatan dengan breast. i dah bersedia awal tuk nak melihat baby i yg masih lum dibersihkan...seperti yg dinasihatkan oleh nurse masa ceramah rakan suami. masa tu, i xtau apa yg ada dlm fikiran i... i cuma bersyukur semua selamat.

uri dah kuar...now masa nak menjahit. ya allah, hanya tuhan je yg tau sakitnya. lagi akit dr masa nak bsalin td. i ada luka kat dalam, so kena panggil doc yg jahitkan. depa palik, baby kecil tapi naper i luka teruk. dah siap jahit, depa panggil naz masuk tuk temankan i. nurse bagi i makan, tuk dapatkan tenaga semula. i makan nasi... sambil ditemani oleh naz. tetiba i akit n berpeluh2. i bgtau naz, minta die bgtau nurse. staf nurse dtg n bgtau ni perkara biasa. rahim nak mengecut. yg peliknya, akitnyer macam akit masa nak bersalin td. nurse tu bg i paracetamol. then doktor dtg cek i. baru die tekan rahim i, terus terpancut darah kuar. gelabah doktor tue. trus naz diminta kuar n doc trus examined me. it's getting worst, makin banyak darah i kuar. hampir semua doc datang. at last, i dibawa ke OT tuk wat pemeriksaan lanjut. i dibius 1/2 badan. sedar2 doc bgtau apa yg terjadi pada i, n i disorong kuar. rasa happy bila nampak muka naz masa tu. i dimasukkan semula ke bilik bersalin, kali ni HICU n dapat jumpa naz sekejap. naz bgtau muka i mmg nampak pucat coz banyak darah kuar. i kena masuk 3 pain darah...

so...itulah pengalaman i masa i melahirkan permata hati i n naz...

now i perkenalkan, AHMAD AISY NAZHAN BIN AHMAD NAZRI...

week 35...

2009-07-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

smlm jumaat i gi check up kat Hospital Sultanah Fatimah, Muar for the 1st time. cuak gak, coz xtau mcmana check up kat cni.
rupa2nya sama je macam kat klinik payamas. cuma, yg ni ramai org n doc ramai. i jadi xbest masa nak jumpa doc bila i tgk yg pegang file i, doc lelaki India...aduh....mmg i xgemar langsung. bukan apa, teringat citer hidayah, menantu pakcik kantin yg betapa kasarnye doc lelaki india yg assist die masa bersalin dulu. mmg ada kebenarannya. doc tu tekan perut i giler kuat, sampai rasa nak terkucil pun ada, nak tgelak pun ada sbb geli. yg pasti, mmg akit. hampeh tul doc ni. i terus bagitau naz, pasni i xnak doc lelaki yg cek i. i minta naz tolong cakapkan.
n malam tu i gi singgah wat check up kat pusrawi. rupa2nya nurse kat klinik payamas tsilap. i akan masuk minggu baru setiap hari jumaat, bukan selasa. doc kat muar pun cakap yg aritu i baru masuk minggu ke 35. sabo je lah. doc mashitah wat lawak. bila nampak je kami masuk, die tgk kad n cakap "ni ada yg bsalin kat tengah jalan..." as usual die scan. alhamdulillah, kepala baby kat bawah, tapi lum masuk laluan lagi. berat baby dah 2.3kg. semua ok, air ketuban ok, heartbeat pun ok. alhamdulillah...lagi 2 minggu dtg check up lagi...

minggu 35...

2009-06-30T11:18:00.002+08:00

tadi baru balik dari gi check up kat klinik payamas. terkejut sangat bila nurse bgtau arini dah masuk 35 minggu...ingatkan setiap ari jumaat baru masuk minggu baru. ee...dah 35 minggu. alhamdulillah...tadi heartbeat baby ok, mama pun ok.
pasni, i kena gi check up every week. n jumaat ni, ada appoinment kat Hospital Muar. naz dah apply cuti...
oh ya, dah 1 1/2 minggu kaki i mula bengkak. terkejut gak masa perasan. pergh...mmg besar. masa tu tgh temankan naz cuci umah baru. ixleh nak bantu, tolong teman n tengok je. i asyik usap kaki je...maklumlah, xpenah tgk kaki macam tunyer besar...kaki ni macam faham2 je. setelah 8 bulan mengandung, barulah sekarang ni dapat pakai selipar SCHOLL...mmg selesa tul...napelah abg xbelikan awal2?
now tangan pun dah mula bengkak...barang kemas semua dah ditanggalkan. beg ke hospital dah 90% lengkap. pasni standby je beg tu dalam keta...

31st week...

2009-06-08T17:44:00.003+08:00

setelah hampir 3 bulan x gi Pusrawi, so last friday nite, mama gi gak. lagipun saje nak wat check up before mama nak gi Cameron. alhamdulillah, baby sihat. semua ok...n the best part is, dapat jumpa baby. kali ni nampak muka baby. siap main cak-cak lagi. masa tu, hanya Tuhan je yg tau apa perasaan mama. baby dah 1kg berat. n alhamdulillah, masa cek malam tu, kepala dah ke bawah. aritu masa check up kat pusat kesihatan, kepala baby kat sebelah kanan, baby melintang. mama x risau sangar coz baby baru 31 minggu...
tadi, i n naz gi beli barangan bayi yg masih lum cukup2. nak beli bedding pun, sampai ke sudah xbeli2 lagi. kaki i dah makin akit. dah xleh jalan jauh...ni pun tengah ampu kaki dengan bantal. ingat nak gi rendam kaki kat air panas, alih2 ujan lak kat luar. so, i berehat je lah kat umah...

1st preparation

2009-05-16T17:49:00.003+08:00

baby...

tanggal 16 mei 2009, sempena hari guru, mama n papa gi beli barang2 tuk baby. the very 1st stuff yg kami beli tuk baby...

ni baru 1st shopping trip. pasni ada lagi shopping trip yg bakal berlangsung. baby nak baca selanjutnya...? jom kita singgah kat sini, k...

week 27

2009-05-09T08:23:00.001+08:00

Fetal development in pregnancy week 27:
fetus in seventh month Your not-so-tiny-anymore brilliant baby(about 2 pounds and 14.5 inches long!) is slowly rotating in preparation to “head out.” Obviously, this doesn’t happen overnight, but when you start to feel an unfamiliar pressure on your cervix, you’ll know you’ve got a fully flipped baby locked and loaded for the countdown to their birthday! Even now, at the beginning of the third trimester, their little lungs are already capable of breathing air while the pulmonary vascular system can provide sufficient gas exchange and the central nervous system can generally regulate rhythmic breathing as well as their basal body temperature. For what it’s worth, at this point in a healthy pregnancy a premature child (with intensive care) could easily win on the show: “Survivor: The Early Years.”

And how's mom doing?
You’ve worked hard, done your research, endured a plethora of joyless symptoms and would like nothing more than to have wonder-baby on the outside. Well, dig in for the final endurance round and say hello again to the familiar but not-so-lovable faces of fatigue and nausea. You guessed it, the dratted the third trimester is really a time to kick your baby-on-the-outside preparations into high gear: baby-proof the home or apartment, buy a car-seat, get a stroller, dress up the nursery and plan a space for diapering, keep mulling over possible names, and try to enjoy this time… hormone factory is once again running at full-tilt (and causing rapid hair growth), sigh…. Your (“yaaaawn”) fatigue stems from several factors, including the proverbial weight gain, shortness of breath and of course, sleep deprivation. (See week 29 for tips on how to alleviate fatigue!).
Yes, ladies, you’ve finally reached the infamous “live-on-the-toilet” stage. Your feet are bigger, your breasts are bigger, your belly is bigger, even your baby is bigger—and something’s gotta give. Annoyingly, nature didn’t choose your butt and instead opted to compress your bladder, which is now being completely squashed by your-super-sized-baby... all day long. So your best shot is to just accept the fact you’re going to need to urinate every 10 minutes (and if you manage to go longer, thank the good lord).
Of course breast tenderness is also very common at this phase as milk production is kicking in. Other thrilling third-trimester symptoms include more swelling (known as edema) and feeling like you live in a sweat factory as a result of increased basal body temperature. Thank your baby: this temperature increase stems from their body heat coupling with your own, which of course all adds up to one hot mama!
Just in case you don’t have enough things to stress out about: we’d like to remind you the third trimester is really a time to kick your baby-on-the-outside preparations into high gear: baby-proof the home or apartment, buy a car-seat, get a stroller, dress up the nursery and plan a space for diapering, keep mulling over possible names, and try to enjoy this time… when you’re not nauseous, constipated, running to the toilet, or just plain wiped out. (And don’t forget to get your sleep, be active, and eat well! Phewee! we're tired just thinking about what you're going through!)

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week 26

2009-05-04T15:43:00.002+08:00

tadi i gi check up bulanan. kali ni gi dgn hajar. kebetulan appointment same date. dapat result MGTT...bacaan kedua 6.2...alhamdulillah, ok. then tadi dgr heartbeat baby. i tanya nurse, naper ukur perut i? die kata tuk tau pembesaran bayi. ooo...baru i tau. banyak gak soalan i tanya arini coz kebetulan dapat nurse yg best. nurse bgtau, if selera makan ok, xperlu makan vitamin b-complex. die pun tau vitamin tu xsedap. if selera makan kurang, baru makan... die minta jaga berat badan coz i dah terlebih 600gm bulan ni. patutnya penambahan berat badan i 2kg/bulan. tapi dah naik 2.6kg...xteruk tapi if leh try kawal.
nak jadikan citer, masa i tgh wat check up, tetiba agak kecoh kat bilik rawatan. ada ibu yg dah nak bersalin tapi ambulans xsampai2. ibu tu ingat die akit perut biasa je, die xtau yg die dah nak bsalin. die drive sorang2...doc pun kecoh call ambulans. bimbang tbersalin kat situ. akhirnya, ambulans yg dinanti tiba...alhamdulillah...
arini agak ramai ibu mengandung datang tuk terima rawatan. mujur aku datang awal...ingatkan paling awal. rupanya no 4 gak...kul 7.30pg tu....ntah depa tu sampai kul brape agaknya...abis check up kul 9.15pg...lewat gak...
alhamdulillah...semua bjalan lancar. baby ok, mama pun ok. cuma nowadays, mama dah mula penat. cepat penat. kudrat dah berubah...bjalan sket, terus akit kaki terutama kat betis. siap wat announcement kat naz lagi..pasni if i xlarat sesangat, maybe i xmasak...erm...

week 25

2009-04-28T16:24:00.002+08:00

Hari ni, ada citer hangat yang berlaku pada i...
sejak semalam, i dapat rasa yang baby kurang bergerak. i mula rasa bimbang. i cuba panggil n usap perut, panggil baby. tapi xde respon. i bagitau naz. pada mulanya naz kata g klinik lepas sekolah arini. i macam rasa xsedap hati. so, sampai je skola, trus jumpa penolong kanan, minta izin nak gi hospital. dah settle bagi kerja, kami gi klinik payamas dulu. i tanya nurse kat situ nak wat check up kat klinik @ terus gi hospital. nurse tu suruh terus gi wad kecemasan hospital coz kat klinik xde doc. i mmg dah agak. tapi sbb nak puaskan hati, singgah gak kat klinik.
sampai je kat wad kecemasan, trus daftar, amik bacaan tekanan darah n MA kat situ suruh gi wad bersalin wat CTG. masa wat CTG, nurse tu cakap baby i kecil lagi, so susah gak nak dapat bacaan denyutan jantung. jenuh gak lah depa menekan perut. masa tgh wat CTG, tetiba i dapat rasa baby bergerak. ALHAMDULILLAH...tapi i diamkan je. nurse tu pun tau coz leh tgk pada kertas CTG tue. nurse tu ada gak kata, maybe i letih sangat. so effect gak kat baby. maybe baby tidur je...tapi i xnak pisang berbuah 2 kali. tu yg trus gi hospital gak. amik CTG kat tempat bersalin. aduh...sadisnya i tgk tempat bersalin Hospital Tangkak. bilik kecil, ada kipas 1...sempit ya amat. agak mengerikan gak...tapi xtaulah hospital lain macamana. dah 10 minit wat CTG, nurse bagi oksigen lak. geli je rasa kat hidung. masa dah masuk oksigen, dengar nurse tu cakap, bacaan ok sket. tapi masih kena tekan gak.
dah settle urusan kat wad bersalin, gi semula kat wad kecemasan. jumpa doc lak. masa jumpa doc, die tekan2 kat perut n gi wat scan. ALHAMDULILLAH, i nampak jantung baby i. masa tu mmg bersyukur sesangat. so, doc pun cakap xde apa yang perlu dirisaukan. baby semua ok. if anything happen like bleeding atau akit perut, terus datang hospital.
naz dengan setia menunggu kat luar. sampai tertidur. siap berdengkur lagi. sampai org kat situ pun pandang die...hehhee....ksian papa...
till now, alhamdulillah i dah mula rasa kembali baby i bergerak. masih lagi x sekerap biasa, but at least die masih bergerak.

week 24

2009-04-18T05:53:00.002+08:00

semalam, detik bersejarah untuk kami. masa tgh tgk tv, i minta tangan naz, letak kat perut. diam seketika, tetiba...toik...hehehe...baby gerak. muka naz berubah..."dapat rasa....dapat rasa...tapi nape sket je?" i kata...mmglah, ni baru permulaan orang luar dapat rasa. mild movement.alhamdulillah, sekurang2nya naz dah dapat rasa. itu yg penting. if not, selagi tu dia xkan rasa impaknya.
aritu, g j-card sale kat jusco melaka. cadang nak tgk barang2 bayi. mana tau ada less. mmg ada pun. cth stroller leh dapat less 30%...mmg murah. tapi, kami xcadang nak beli lagi. sbb masih awal...barang2 bayi pun mmg xbeli lagi. now, kami just survey2 je harga. bulan 6 @ 7 nnt, insya allah baru nak beli.
i nak kongsi sesuatu, yang sedang bermain di minda i...insya allah, i bakal masuk ke trimester 3. trimester yg agak penting tuk kami. i terbaca artikel ttg dynas...takziah tuk beliau...tetiba ketakutan menerjah minda i. honestly, mmg i takut. takut sampai mengganggu emosi i. i cuba tuk xnak pk sgt, tapi...i xdapat kawal. i hanya mampu berdoa kepada ALLAH agar kandungan i sihat dan selamat, i selamat melahirkan bayi ini, n semua berjalan lancar. sesungguhnya kami amat teruja untuk bertemu dengan bayi ini...semoga i akan tenang selepas ini, xterlalu memikirkan hal 'itu'...i amat perlukan sokongan dan semangat dari naz, family n rakan2...

week 23

2009-04-13T19:37:00.003+08:00

alhamdulillah...happy rasanya. i dapat rasakan baby nazrina bergerak. dah semakin ketara pergerakannya. lebih aktif waktu petang semasa tonton tv. tetiba rasa 'benda' bergerak. hehhe...nak lagi best, i letakkan remote ASTRO kat perut. i tenung je...tetiba remote bergerak.hehhehe...nak share dgn naz, tapi naz xpenah perasan. xpelah...papa, be patient, k. nnt leh gak 'jumpa' baby...
i dah semakin xselesa pakai baju kurung. dah lah xleh nak kancing cangkuk kain. naz risau, bimbang kalau2 kain i tetiba terlondeh. hehehhe...but honestly, mmg i pening bila pakai kain mcmtu. nak pakai uniform, rotationnya 1 minggu je. erm...patutkan i tambah lagi uniform?

week 21...

2009-03-29T15:43:00.002+08:00

now dah mula rasa berat...hehehe...perut pun dah makin bulat. hehhehe....perubahan yg paling ketara, bila kuar gi jalan2. mesti gi tandas. xleh jalan sket, minta naz bhenti kat petrol pump. contoh, sabtu lepas masa g jalan2 kat melaka, 4 kali i gi tandas. masa malam, lagilah. if dulu bangun sekali je. but lately, 3 kali bangun gi tandas. masa bangun, mesti rasa tegang ke kat perut. usually belah kiri. baby kick rasanya. sbb last scan kaki baby kat side kiri.
pagi tadi baby agak aktif. pergerakan agak mild...xterasa scara direct, tapi leh rasa lain. baby gerak2. tgu lagi beberapa minggu kot, baru dapat rasa baby bergerak aktif. naz pun dah rajin pegang perut i...hehehe...dulu, jarang2. maybe coz xnampak sangat kot.
perubahan lain, dah mula rasa cepat penat. xlarat nak wat keje. tapi i masih memasak gak. sbb tau naz xberapa gemar makan kat luar slalu. lagipun leh bjimat sket. n satu lagi yg i perasan, i dah dapat kawal rasa marah i kat naz. heheh...ksian kat die. tapi bila i tensen, if dulu i marah, but now, i nangis. xtau naper...senang je ngalir airmata. org kata xelok nangis selalu. tp...erm...harap2 baby ok...

week 20

2009-03-20T14:59:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah...dah masuk week 20. tadi i gi check up kat pusrawi, kajang. happy sangat dapat 'jumpa' baby nazrina. baby dah berat 330gm. masa tgh scan, baby sempat gerak2 lagi. baru tau kat mana kedudukan kaki baby. rupa2nya kat side kiri. patutlah kekadang terasa penangan 'kick' baby. ala2 manja gitu...xtau bagaimana nak ungkapkan betapa terujanya i masa tgk skrin scanner td. tgk dia gerak2. alhamdulillah, baby membesar dengan sihat, in good progress.
ingat x i penah citer dalam entry yg lepas ttg tekanan darah i...? i cek gak td. n bacaan tekanan darah i 110/82. NORMAL! alhamdulillah. naper ek bila cek kat tangkak je, mesti tinggi. aritu bacaan bawah 89. dr mashitah kata 89 tu kat border. tinggi bila lebih 90. patutlah... maybe masa i gi check up kat tangkak, i selalu tensen. erm...i wonder y...

week 17+...

2009-03-02T11:02:00.003+08:00

hari ni i gi check up kat klinik payamas. sepatutnya minggu depan, tapi memandangkan bekalan ubat dah nak abis, so i gi arini. last appoinment nurse bgtau hari isnin ada doc, so that's y i gi arini.
i dapat no giliran no 2. dah gi cek urine n test darah, tgu turn jumpa nurse tuk timbang berat n amik tekanan darah. kat klinik payamas, masih guna penimbang lama. mcm timbang beras kat gudang, guna scale lama. berat x berubah...macam x percaya je. layankan je lah. nurse nasihatkan i jaga pemakanan coz tekanan darah i agak tinggi. 128/89 (if i'm not mistaken..buku merah dalam keta)...nurse nasihatkan banyakkan makan sayur n minum jus buah-buahan. i admit, beberapa arini i kurang makan sayur. i xde kawan nak makan sayur n if beli pun wat rosak sayur je. naz bukan makan pun...then tgu turn gi jumpa doc.
part ni yg i nak kongsi. masuk bilik, doc tgk dalam buku ada pic scan yg wat kat pusrawi, so die kata tgu minggu ke 30 baru scan lagi. then tanya nak bersalin katne...if kat muar, die nak booked. i kata book je lah. pastu ok...i leh balik...HAH??? itu je????xsampai 5 minit... xtanya i ada masalah ke, nak citer apa2 ke...honestly i rasa xbest.mmg wat i tawar hati nak teruskan check up kat klinik ni. really spoil my mood for 2day. dah lah 2 bulan i gi wat check up kat klinik ni, xdpt jumpa doc, skali dpt jumpa, xde cakap apa2 pun. if mcmni, baik xyah jumpa doc. jumpa nurse pun ok. nurse lagi baik, nasihatkan kita jaga makan, amik suplement, bla bla...dah lah i mmg hangin dgn doc tu. doc muda yg mcm baru je jadi doc. dulu masa i abortion pun, die xwat apa2 check up pun. tanya, tulis n terus bg keputusan yg i dah complete abortion. xpegang i, xscan ke, cek perut ke...XDE. NADA.
dah gi amik ubat, i terus gi pasar, beli sayur n ikan, balik umah, duduk depan tv...on laptop, n menaip benda ni...
i mmg tgu nak wat check up kat pusrawi. biarlah kluar duit sket, asalkan puas hati.
baby, mama minta maaf. emosi mama xbrape stabil. mama tau ni xbaik tuk baby, tapi mama xleh tahan. mama mmg hangin satu badan...mujur papa xde depan mama, if not mesti insan yg xbersalah jadi mangsa mama...

week 17

2009-02-28T06:57:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah, dah masuk minggu ke 17.
...This week, or in the coming weeks, you may be privy to the uncommon joys of “round ligament pain.” These not-so-lovely symptoms can doctors advise sleeping on your left side as lying on your back can compress your pelvic veins, decreasing blood return to the lower half of your body include bellyaches, pain in the lower abdomen and sharp shooting and/or stabbing pains, most often expressed at the end of the day. Your suffering is due to stretched ligaments and muscles that support your ever-growing uterus. This is to be expected and is perfectly normal (especially since your uterus is only getting bigger!). Some doctors advise sleeping on your left side as lying on your back can compress your pelvic veins, decreasing blood return to the lower half of your body. Lying on your left side relieves this pressure thereby allowing normal blood flow...
patutlah i terdorong tuk baring sebelah kiri...hehehe...kesian lak kat naz. iye lah, die kat sebelah kanan i,sah sah if i ke kiri, i membelakangi dia. sorry abang...
minggu lepas, on wednesday i pakai uniform gi skola. saje je...bosan pakai baju kurung tp xleh cangkuk kain. segan giler...perut xlah besar sgt (tapi ada yg kata besar if rujuk pada usia kandungan). i wat bodoh je, yg penting, i selesa...maybe akan pakai uniform seminggu sekali je wat masa ni due to kekurangan baju...ahaks...

2009-02-07T07:37:00.006+08:00

introducing...baby NazrIna, our baby...

yesterday i went to Pusrawi for my monthly check up...dah bersedia tuk nak scan. masa nampak je figure baby, i terdiam...(sat je)... then bila doc terangkan bahagian2 badan dia, i jadi teruja. naz pun sama...yg paling best, ada satu part doc tunjuk bahagian baby, tetiba baby i berpusing. masa tu reaksi spontan i terkuar, terjerit sket..hehehe...alhamdulillah, baby sihat. semua ok. mlm tu amik darah lagi, tuk check hepatitis B. kiranya minggu ni shj 3 kali darah i diambil. pic kat atas tu, mcm baby tengah melambai...hehehe...

khamis i gi check up kat klinik payamas. malam sebelum tu, i kena puasa coz pagi tu nak kena minum air gula. berbekalkan pesanan n pengalaman kakak2 kat sekolah tu, i pun minum lah air tu. bapak manis. mmg pure2 air gula pekat. before that, nurse amik darah dulu. then gi test air kencing, test hemoglobin, amik tekanan darah n timbang berat. ingatkan jumpa doc, leh scan. rupa2nya aritu xde doc. cheeit...hampeh tul. dah berapa kali i ralat. ingatkan dapat jumpa doc, tapi asyik jumpa dgn nurse je. nurse tu cakap i nyer darah merah cair. so, kena makan banyak sayur (bayam), kerang...yg bestnyer, bila i bgtau doc mashitah (doc kat Pusrawi), die kata, mana ada. bacaan hemoglobin i normal. siap die bgtau ikut piawaian WHO lagi...aduyai..macam2.

week 13

2009-01-28T07:24:00.002+08:00

pejam celik...pejam celik...dah masuk 13 minggu. alhamdulillah...semua berjalan dengan lancar. cuma ada rasa ralat sket coz xtau apa perkembangan baby, coz kena tgu 5/2 n 6/2 baru gi check-up. hampir 1 bulan...erm...harap2 baby sihat...
fizikal i? kak long naz cakap i ni nnt besar coz baru 3 bulan dah agak nampak perutnya. i mmg percaya coz dulu mama penah cakap, i mcm k liza ms 1st pregnancy, mmg besar. mcm org ngandung anak kembar. so, kita tgu dah lihat je, k...
my morning sickness?alhamdulillah...sangat-sangat berkurangan. n actually i xkena yg teruk sangat. sekadar tetiba ter'uwek'. then stop. now dah xkawan dgn minyak angin. i dah mula cepat penat, akit betis if bjln jauh. gi toilet, xyah ckp. mmg kerap...mujur naz ada...ada gak peneman setia.sayang abang....

week 7

2008-12-24T07:24:00.002+08:00

Alhamdullillah, dah masuk minggu ketujuh. minggu lepas, balik dari langkawi, i gi Pusrawi Kajang coz i masih kuar stain tapi xbanyak mcm dulu. doc scan n for the 1st time, kami dengar bunyi heart beat baby...my gosh...masa tu i terdiam. xsangka ada kurniaan Allah sedang hidup kat rahim i. nampak our baby kat tv scanner tu tapi sat je. pastu die ilang. doc kata, baby ok. doc suruh terus makan ubat yg ada...minggu depan dtg check-up lagi. harap2 kali ni leh nampak our baby masa scan n leh print...
now, kondisi i...i mmg di awal fasa 'morning sickness'. alhamdulillah xteruk sangat. tapi naik je keta, mula lah pening, rasa mual, nak vomit...minyak kwan loong je lah teman sejati i skrg. n i mula moody. n naz lah mangsa i...harap2 die faham. tapi tadi mcm dia xfaham. terus muncung. yg lagi xtahan, die asyik main2 je, bergurau xtentu masa. kekadang i hangin gak. nak nangis pun ada...kekadang i nangis je. dah xlarat nak layan...
abang, jgnlah wat b mcm ni...b bukan main2...n b bukan minta jadi mcmni...xdinafikan, abanglah suami yg paling penyabar...best in the world. tapi kekadang, geram gak...harap abang faham
baby, mama nampak baby minggu lepas...minggu ni baby tunjukkan diri, k

Week 6...

2008-12-16T07:00:00.005+08:00

Petikan dari artikel http://pregnancy.baby-gaga.com/calendar/week6

Week 6: There's nausea everywhere!

Fetal development in pregnancy week 6: This is going to be a busy week for your amazing little embryo. Their brain is still growing remarkably fast; miniature hand plates are starting to develop and the early formations of what will be their fingers are already visible. Also, the lower limbs do not develop quite as fast, so they’re pretty much still flippers. Up until this point, your baby has been very curled up with the head and tail in close proximity, but this week their trunk and neck are beginning to grow and straighten as their tail recedes into its resting position in the back. Even though your little miracle is only 6 weeks old, they’re already capable of demonstrating reflex responses to touch!

And how's mom doing?
It’s official (grumble): if you’re going to have morning sickness, you’ll be feeling the unpleasant symptoms starting some time this week. If you don’t, then chances are you’re in the clear-- but don’t blame us if we’re wrong! There are always a handful of women who are officially morning-sickness late-bloomers with another week or two before the nausea sets in. There are several factors that can help you determine whether or not you you’re one of the unlucky ones. If you are having twins (or more), or had morning sickness with an earlier pregnancy, or experienced nausea or vomiting with birth control pills, then you might expect to have morning sickness with this pregnancy. To lessen your symptoms, you’re going to have to buckle down and focus on cleaning up your diet. Don’t eat fatty foods, drink lots of fluids, eat several small meals throughout the day, take plenty of naps, and don’t forget the prenatal vitamins! (Have you consulted with your doctor of nutritionist yet?) For those of you without morning sickness: don’t dwell on it,you're just one of the lucky 20% of pregnant women who never actually experience morning sickness

Alhamdulillah...

2008-12-10T18:42:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah...my bleeding had stopped. syukur rasanya...i habiskan stok ubat yg doc beri. if baca preskripsi pun, mmg makan tuk 5 hingga 7 hari je. tanya adik ipar naz, harga ubat tu RM58...nntlah nak cari kat farmasi. standby...in case jadi lagi.
baby dah ok kan? mama pun dah duduk diam2, xgi mana2 pun...if jalan2 pun, mama jalan pelan2 n dgn papa je...harap baby sihat...

beeding...

2008-12-07T11:30:00.004+08:00

terkejut bila baca tajuk ni...? i yg tgk sendiri, lagi terkejut...
sejak kebelakangan ni, i rasa cramp kat rahim. on and off... pagi td, masa nak gi mandi, tgk2 ada stain. pas mandi, terus bgtau naz. kami gi hospital. gi pusrawi kajang, tapi xde doc. so, gi ke Kajang Specialist. sama gak, gynae xde. so cek biasa. kena cucuk skali n die bg ubat. ubat yg sama i dapat masa kat mahkota. terlupa lak i nak bawa balik langat. yg ni, die bagi bekalan tuk 5 ari je.
so, i kena banyak berehat. dah xleh jalan mana2. naz dah kuarkan arahan, xleh gi jejalan. if abang nak gi klcc pun, i xleh ikut. xpelah, demi kandungan ni, i sanggup wat apa shj.
kawan2, doakan kandungan i selamat...
baby nak mama rehat ek? ok...mama rehat. baby duduk baik2 k...mama nak baby selamat n sihat...

buku merah

2008-12-04T08:15:00.000+08:00

last tuesday, me n naz went to the clinic...klinik payamas. apa2 pun kena ada rekod klinik kerajaan dulu. as usual, wat upt. Ntah mengapa, i berdebar lak. takut2 negative...ALHAMDULILLAH...POSITIVE gak. so trus ke klinik ibu n anak...nurse suruh buka terus buku merah. ikut jelah...
nak citer i kena amik darah...hangin giler dgn nurse tu. die xjumpa salur darah. ingat nak amik dari tangan kanan. xjumpa, gi ke kiri lak. mulalah jarum menusuk ke tangan...xjumpa lak...then kena panggil nurse lain. nurse tu guna tangan kanan semula...senang je dapat. tapi yg peliknya, naper sampai biru kat tempat jarum masuk. masa kat mahkota dulu, xlah sampai biru lebam tangan i...sabo jelah...
then amik tekanan darah...yg ni lawak...mula2 127/95...agak tinggi...gi timbang berat dulu, then amik tinggi...i dah turun 1 cm lak...setau i, 168cm...nurse ukur 167cm lak...sabo je lah. then nurse tu xpuas hati dgn tekanan darah i. agak tinggi katanya. so amik kali kedua...alih2 jadi 94/(brape ntah...lupa lak...bukumerah dalam keta). trus turun...heheh...
then nurse suruh baring kat katil. part ni yg xbest. nurse tu tekan kat rahim i...pergh...mmg akit...katanya nak cek, tapi die sendiri gak yg cakap, "ni mmg xjumpa apa2. ada kat pangkal punggung lagi ni..." dah tahu, nape lak tekan kuat gile... disebabkan tekanan tu, i terasa tegang kat situ till now (ni dah ari kamis...) takut? mmg i takut. xnak baby i jadi apa2...wat masa ni, tawakal je...harap2 xde apa2...
nurse tu bagilah ceramah pendek. tentang kebaikan asid folik, zat besi. die tunjukkan meals yg kena amik...pergh...banyaknyer. nurse kata kenalah makan banyak...ni nak kena makan tuk 2...erm...i penah dengar, if xmakan banyak skalipun, biar sikit tapi kerap...tul x?
so, my next appoinment...5/1/09...

1st entry...1st sign...

2008-12-02T08:15:00.001+08:00

i miss my period for 2 days. then i just wanna pee. feel tired and exhausted. and due to my experience last month (i have threated abortion), i did my UPT this morning...n this was the result...Alhamdullillah...
at first i thought i wanna surprise my hubby. don't wanna show him the kit...but then, i just went out from the bathroom and wake him up...with half-awaken, i asked my hubby to look at something. he tried so hard to open his eye. but once he saw the kit, suddenly his eyes wide open n he just remain silent...he looked at me and said..."b, pas ni jaga diri baik2. abang maybe xselalu dengan b..." at that moment, i senyap je. honestly, i wanna cry...

lepas solat subuh, akhirnya i nangis kat sejadah...i bersyukur sangat coz i memang nantikan saat ini...petang ni maybe ke klinik, gi wat check-up...

baby, tunjukkan diri baby masa scan nnt, k...mama n papa nak tgk baby sangat...

Salam...

2008-12-02T08:00:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum....Salam Sejahtera...
Alhamdulillah, I panjatkan kesyukuran ini ke hadrat Ilahi kerana dengan izin-Nya dapat i hasilkan blog ini, ruang tuk i luahkan n catatkan kenangan n perjalanan hidup i sepanjang menempuh kehamilan i...
i choose this as a platform for me to share with all of you my journey throughout my pregnancy.
GOD, thanks for the precious gift. You have heard my prayers....
to my hubby, AHMAD NAZRI...i love you, sayang. alhamdullillah, we had succeed...i need you support to go through all these days...
to my future baby...mama will take good care of you, insya allah...mama n papa will be happy and anxious to meet you next year.
so...let's start...

Enjoy reading...